i'm unhappy, upset, going crazy, about to cry.. don't know what else to say or think...

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i got into ramapooooo!



life is awesome right now =) 7 days til summer!!!

so i got through my first semester of college.. it wasnt too bad. i got a d in psychology.. which im really upset about because i thought i did really well on my last test.. ughhh.. but i got a c in history and a c in italian which im happy about because i thought i would've done a lot worse. i'm still waiting on my sociology grade which i'm pretty positive should be an A. that will at least bring up my gpa so that i can get into wpu.

break is here. i'm happy to have a long break now. i have to work kind of a lot but not that bad. work is getting to me. my boss keeps scheduling me for days that i already told him i cant work. so gayyy.

i'm excited for christmas but not as excited as i usually am. i'm getting a psp which im happy about haha what a dork i am. i'm not getting as much as i used to. i hate growing up.. the older you get the less presents you get ugh i wanna be a kid again =(

anyway, tonight i hung out with ann, marissa & gia. i went to anns house and watched law and order and drank a little.. then went to appleebees and then ended up going to one of marissa's friends house from college and he happened to live in north haledon which was good because im at my moms tonight. it was alright.. i didnt drink but i just got home like 15 minutes ago.

tomorrow i have to go to my grandparent's house til 730 then im goin to chris' house for xmas dinner with his entire family. should be fun.

i think im ready for sleeeppp goodnight/morning <3

well so much for an intervention!

i can't believe its over. these four years have gone by so quickly and i can easily say that they have been the best four years of my life. without high school i wouldn't have made the friends i have today or learned as much as i did, not even academically, but in general. it still hasn't hit me. graduation feels like it didn't even happen.. or as if it was just a dream. i don't know when its really going to sink in. it's upsetting. our lives as kids are basically over. im going to have to go from waking up from school everyday, to now working 9-5 this summer.

i still remember the first day of freshman year. i remember freshman orientation. my lunch table, how i was so scared to even get up and get a knife or fork because i was scared of the seniors. the tables were long and rectangle, not circular. i remember i had gotten into a huge fight with lindsay dwyer..i remember the day janna's mom passed so clearly, i was best friends with sara, oz, janna, sarah, rachel, kaitlyn, etc. we all went to the new found glory concert, we thought we were punk hahah so much shit

sophomore year towards the end were the sufu days. i liked brandon, frank, and unfortunately, randy. i hung out with those kids everyday, some strangee times. me and rachel got into a huge fight because she cut school to go to pompton lakes and i got her in trouble, 6th period lunch.. saras sweet 16, sara was going out with lee..

junior year, met sam that summer, met chris, fell in love, hung out with janna rachel and oz like everyday, stopped hanging out with sufu, turned 17, got my license, how is it that i dont remember that much stuff from one year ago haha

this year was honestly the best year in high school. me and sara became close again, me and sam got really close, chris and i are still goinggg strong after a year and 8.5 months. lost 30 pounds.,. haha, got really close with april, berger, ash, mary, kristen..etc. had some crazy snow adventures with oz rachel and janna. awesome sleepovers at aprils, egg nights, movie nights, prom, cruise, GRADUATION<3.

just still can't believe its over. i grew up with all of these kids.. known some since pre school, and and kindergarten. went through everything with these people, and some we might not ever see again. i wish everyone luck in their futures. i love you all, you mean the world to me and you'll always have a place in my heart.

CLASS OF 2006<3

friday was prom and it was amazing.

left school at 12.. got my hair and makeup done at public image with sarah ash and rachel. it came out really nice. went home and got dressed. sam came over.. i took pics with my parents then chris came and we went over to sarah's. everyone looked gorgeous. we got in the limo and got to the hotel and we were really early. everyone came we had hors douevres and stuff.. said hi to everyone took pics.. then got in the big room and danced..ate dinner and stuff. it was a great time. i hate how some people say that they hate our grade .. i know im gonna miss everyone just because we've all basically grown up with each other..

after prom i went home.. woke up yesterday morning cuz chris woke me up. went over his house for a little then picked up sam frank and marco.. got breakfast and went down to seaside. stopped at the house janna rachel oz, etc.. stayed and then left there and stopped at surfside.. said hi to ash and ann.. and went to the boardwalk. we met up with mike emily and candace for a little.. then they left and we played in the arcade until sara and nate came.. then we got food and then met up with mike and emily again and we all sat on the beach .. watched frank and mike make a huge penis in the sand.. then we left and walked some more and we all went out for dinner at some restaurant called tiffanys. the wait was like 20 minutes so we ended up playing "i spy" which lead to marco speaking of things that were natural, obvious, and rhyming things such as "i spy something that brought in alot of cash.. but then up and went in a flash" aka. a gas station that went out of business haha..

after that we were on our way home .. got lost.. learned about franks obsession with kyle.. and finally got back to pequannock.

so anyway... today i went to sams house. we watched harriet the spy. then we played outside with chalk..and i had my first soder family dinner experience ha. then we left and picked up frank and quinn and then went to marcos where we played mad gab and watched are you afraid of the dark?. and now im home and i need sleep. tomorrow is senior cut day number 1. but i cant do that so i have to go to school but i might cut after first period. ah well..goodnight

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i just got home from sam's house ha oh what a night.......

yesterday i just sat around until 3ish and then got ready.. sam picked me up and me her and adria went to frank's pizza. we all got chicken francese and it was awesome! then we left and got ice cream, left there and went to the parking lot in the back of my house and just sat there listening to dane cook cuz we were waiting for janna and pat to get there. Sam's mom called and told her to come home cuz the weather started getting really bad... so sam myself and adria went to her house.. and watched home videos of sam jumping naked on a bed hahahaha .. foreshadowing much? anywayyyy so after that we went to sams room and i watched adria and sam play narnia. GAY. yeah and then we played tattle tale..this really weird game that asked weird questions like "what was your childhood dream job?" astronaut?? and me and adria got crazy and answered "masturbation" to one of the questions. yeah sam didnt think it was funny but we were dying. then after that.. the power went out!!! so we got candles and played mystery date.. what an experience. the lights went on about like an hour after.. and adria passed the fuckk outtt and me and sam went downstairs and watched the secret garden. "i thought all girls liked to be tickled" "hi im maaaaaaaaaaaaaaartha"

anyway. so i fell asleep at like 1 almost at the end of the movie.. woke up and called my dad to pick me up cuz they were goin to churchh

funnnnn night. i love sammy and adria<3

stole from sam AND frank.

LOVE LIFE
( ) stayed single
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) got head
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) got pregnant
( ) got someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) got married
( ) got a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) got a job
(x) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
( ) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER

( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) did (a) drug(s)
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(x) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall

Check all that apply for the 2005
{X}MADE A MiSTAKE
{X}broken a promise
{X}made a new best friend
{x}lost a old best friend
{X}fallen in love
{X}fallen out of love
{ }fell right back in love
{ }decided love was overated
{X}done something you swore never to do
{X}lied
{ }stole
{X}cried over a broken heart
{X}dissapointed someone close
{X} was disapointed by someone you trusted
{X} hidden a secret
{x} decided you didnt like who you were
{x} tried to change it
{ } it worked
{ }pretended to be happy
{ }kissed in the rain
{ }kissed under the stars
{ }slept under the stars
{ }kept your new years resolution
{X}forgot your new years resolution
{X}met someone who changed your life
{ }met one of your idols
{X}changed your outlook on life
{X}sat home all day doing nothing
{X}pretended to be sick
{ }almost died
{ }wanted to die
{X}given up something important to you
{x}lost something expensive
{X}learned something new about yourself
{X}tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
{X}made a change in your life
{x}enjoyed that change
{X}found out who your true friends were.
{X}made a total fool of yourself
{X}met great people
{X}MET HORRiBLE PPL..
{X}loved every minute of 2005
{X}GOOD YEAR!

i never write in this thing anymore.

so anyway, this past week were the christmas concerts, not too bad.

this weekend was okay. Friday night i hung out with chris at his house, then yesterday i had work 5-10, then slept over aprils.

i honestly hate five below with a burning passion. i fucking hate it, i hate the hours, i hate my bosses. before i left work i knew i had to work 9-3 tomorrow, opening, which i was fine with. then last night i came outta work crying my eyes out because my boss told me as i was leaving that i would have to open tomorrow morning by myself with mike, the boss who creeps every girl out because he basically sexually harasses us. it creeps me the fuck out. so i went outside freaking out to my dad and crying about how i can't work with him alone cuz i would be fucking scared. so i called my mom and freaked out a little more, then i got to aprils house and went inside, sat down and called my other boss lorraine and told her that i feel really uncomfortable about it. so shes gonna tell the district manager and basically get him outta there. i just dont wanna deal with him, hes fucking weird as hell. i had to explain to her what he's said and done to me and i just hope i dont ever have to work with him again cuz id feel so uncomfortable especially right after i basically told on him, but fuck that. i gotta find another job, i have to go to cedar crest this week and bring an application. ah fuck five below.

so after i called lorraine i chilled with april, we made rice krispy treats! and cookies, then janna came over, and we watched the polar express and elf. ha. somebodys FABULOUS! i love the polar express like omg its such a good movie its amazing go see it =)

today i have to go to my grandparents house for dinnerrr and then ill prob just hang out at home and watch christmas movies and do my homework yippee. ah i miss the boyfriend.

im so excited for christmas. im getting an ipod so thats pretty sweet. this layouts real cute ha.

so this weekend kinda sucked. i worked saturday for 5 hours and sunday for 6. my new manager FREAKS me out. he hits on me and tells me how lucky my boyfriend is and it creeps me out more than anything i hate it.

me and charles are talking again. im really happy about that. we both got over what we were mad about and im happy that we're friends again i missed him.

me and chris had been fighting a lot this weekend again and it completely sucks. i think we're pretty much okay now but i absolutely hate fighting with him.

idk what else to say in my update umm im bored and im going to eat dinner.

this week was okay. we had a short week in school so that made it a lot better. wednesday i got out at 11:24. went out to lunch with my cousin megan, and my dad for megan's birthday at applebees. then i had a doctors appointment at 3:15. then i picked up sam and we went to gsp and bought our boyfriends birthday gifts. we saw sigz too. it was fun. i love my samantha<3. then sam had to go to her sister's concert so i met up with frank, chris, mark, etc. and we went to pick up tim and then went back over by golden china and hung out there for awhile. sam came back with her sister and we hung out for a little and then we all went to the diner. gleason came. there were some strange redneck west milford kids who wanted to beat up dutch or something i have no idea. after that i drove mark home. and michelle called me and i went over to her house and hung out there for awhile. i met her new boyfriend, and then i left and picked up my brother and went to my moms.

thanksgving was okay. my whole family came over. it's never boring because my family is huge. i went over to chris's at like 8:30. then left at 11

yesterday chris picked me up at 430 and we went to his house. i gave him his presents and he liked them so that was good. we went over to janna's for a little bit. then me, janna, vin, josh, jess, and rae went to hooters for chris's birthday. we ate and left and chris drove me home.

i was supposed to work today 12-6 but i woke up feeling like shit so i called out. tomorrow i have work then singing for the tree lighting at the senior house for select, and then possibly goin out for chris's birthday again with his parents.

fun filled weekend. yeah.

oooooooook u

so i just read some entries from my old journal imissyou_xx and realized how incredibly GAY i was. wow, seriously I was so immature, I talked about every single one of my friends about how they were assholes to me or how they were annoying or stealed the boys that i liked. i was such a sophomore haha its hilarious to read that stuff and just look back on how retarded and immature I seemed to be. My views on so many things have changed since the time i was 15, obviously, because if i still thought the way i did when i was 15, i would be pretty pathetic. but just wow. i wasted so much time on being treated like shit, and having boys like randy fuck me over. and now i finally have a great guy in my life. i haven't felt unwanted or unappreciated in so long and it feels awesome. he's taught me that i'm too good to be walked all over or treated like shit like i used to be. i just took shit from people. i have so much more confidence in myself now and i feel great. I'm not just commending chris on my change in self esteem, but thats half of it, along with definite maturity. i have matured this year, a lot. i've become more responsible, especially with school which is really strange. i havent failed one thing. i have an 80 average in math which is completely unheard of. freshman and sophomore year i went to summmer school for math and last year i hardly passed. me getting an 80 has never happened before and thats awesome. i wish i tried a lot sooner in school though then basically waiting my last year in high school. ah well, just thought i would randomly get my feelings out haha.

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I love olives.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I own lots of books.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been in a threesome.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
* I curse all the time.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I'm TOTALLY smart.
* I have broken someone's bones
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast. (at times)
* I have fresh breath in the morning. (pfft no one does, unless you count by the time im at school or whatever)
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have more than one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of Canada.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (halloween count?)
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I know how to cornrow.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I would fuck Britney Spears.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I am currently single.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop.
* I enjoy window shopping.
* I would rather shop than eat.
* I would classify myself as ghetto.
* I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
* I'm a pretty good dancer.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I believe in God.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently like someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
* I watch soap operas whenever I can.
* I'm obsessive-compulisive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
* I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I like surveys/memes.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Conservative Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I am preppy.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

* I study for tests most of the time
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work/read in a car.
* I love my job.

* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup anime.
* I believe in prophetic dreams.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I worked at a McDonald's restaurant.
* I hate office jobs.
* I love sci-fi movies.
* I think water rules.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I like keilbasa
* I am a pyro.
* I love the Red Sox.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
* I adore bright colors.
* I love Dear Abby.
* I can't live without black eyeliner.
* I think school is awesome.
* I think pigtails serve a purpose.
* I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
* I think John Cusack is adorable.
* I fucking hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I watch Food Network way too much.
* I love coaching youth sports.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
* I have ridden/owned a horse. (I've ridden one)
* I still have every journal I've ever written in.
* I can't stick to a diet.
* I talk in my sleep
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
* I have jazz in my blood.
* I would not be friends with them if they weren't family.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I love vaginas.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I know who Santos L. Halper is.
* I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
* I loved wrestling.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
* I have been to over 15 conventions.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
* I am ambidexterous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* My computer has a name.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke or have tried cigarettes.
* I have met a star from ABC's LOST.
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played tennis with my non dominant hand before.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I read the labels on food, shampoo, and other things just because.
* I have emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I know what THAC0 means.
* I have a signed Tom Servo head.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I was a Spice Girls fan and I'm proud of it.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I have seen every single episode of more than one television show.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I can sing songs in languages I don't speak.
* I could speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I am very confused.
* I believe that everything ends.
* I like happy endings.
* I ask too many questions.
* I don't get motion sick, ever.
* I love to sing, and I have no qualms about singing while in public places.
* I am a goon.
* I have snuck out of the house before.
* I live in the past and have way too many regrets.

i like never update anymore... oh well.

last weekend me and ann went up to east stroudsburg university to visit my lover samantha soder<3. we got there and met her roomates, carly and kelly. there awesomeee. we got some BK. and then went to a rugby party. i didn't really drink at all cuz i hate beer, but ann was definitely the life of the party hahha. we met some funny boys. it was cool. then when we were walking out of the door to leave, the manly bitchy rugby girls randomly started shit with us and were telling us to leave, when we obviously were and we didnt talk to them all night and they were drunk and being bitches. they threw cups at us and then when ann stopped on our way walking outside and threw up some dumb asian bitch comes up to her and starts flipping out about her puking on the grass... when it was raining! GOOD ONE MICHELLE YOO. lmao. then some other girl came outside and like poured some beer on ann and i flipped out at the asian girl and told her to have some respect and leave ann alone cuz she was puking. i couldn't believe how rude they were. so we went back to their dorm and ann was almost passed out on the floor, and she was talking about how she wanted us to find MICHELLE YOO (the asian bitch)'s dorm room so she could puke on her door haha oh it was fun. then we went to sleep and me and ann woke up the next morning and went to get breakfast at friendlys and drove around the campus since sam kelly and carly sleep till like 3 lol. we got back and left around 3. it was fun.

this past week was boring pretty much. pep rally on thursday night sucked it was so stupid. our school is officially a shit hole.

this weekend was alright. saturday i hung out with janna rachel and pat for a little bit. went to the football game, drove around for like 10 minutes following ann and went to sams house with sigz cuz she was home for the weekend. then tonight i went over chris's. lately ive only been seeing him once a week which totally sucks. but our schedules are so different. i also started working at five below and i actually like it so far so thats good. i get paid well too.

ok thats it im donee. goodnight <3

school has been blah. i didnt make county choir =/ but whatever i'll live. i finally got a job. i'm gonna work at five below. it looks like fun the manager is really nice and its a cool store so i think ill be happy there and they pay well so thats a plus.

friday was ashley's birthday. me ann berger marissa kelly kristina lauren and ali went out to the cheesecake factory. after that we went back to anns and drank. then some other kids came over. idk why but i just can't drink anymore. i start to and i get a buzz and i dont wanna continue for some reason i just start to feel weak and obviously dizzy but then the taste of alcohol makes me wanna throw up. i also wasted money cuz me and ash bought a bottle of hypnotiq and its not as great as everyone tells us. it was kinda gross. so yeah. um at about 230 in the morning when i was completely sober cuz i would never drive drunk/buzzed or whatever, me marissa and michael went to burger king cuz everyone at anns gave us a list of what they wanted. 50 fuckin bucks at burger king at 230 am who the hell does that haha. and i got like fucked outta money cuz i gave in my 20 cuz some people didnt pay god dammit. so i was pissed. all the girls slept at anns last night. of course ann has people over and goes to sleep at like 1130, while the rest of us are awake till 3. so we went to sleep and woke up 3 hours later cuz sarah and ann had to leave for UCONN. janna brought me home and i went back to sleep.

yesterday i went to five below to fill out paperwork, left there and chris came over and played madden with my brother. dumb game i wish it was never invented. um then me and chris left, and went to his house for awhile, and then went to paneras. ate and then ended up gettin free soup cuz chris's friend works there =). then we went back to my house, and me chris and andrew played trivial pursuit on DVD haha. yeahhhh we're cool. janna came over for a little while and left, then josh came over, they played madden and then we watched the family guy movie. and they left at like 12.

today i have to go to the verizon store cuz my gay phone broke in effin half. i was pisseddd.

next weekend i get to see SAMMYYYYYY. me and ann are goin up to ESU for the weekend. im souped. i love her<3

ok thats my entrrryyy peace xoxo